I feel like congratulate and pity myself at one time in the moment. I do believe I would change, one day, someday, but then I found myself not to be able just to let it go.
All I could say is, it’s been a while since the feeling struck me like a devastating thunderstorm.
I am so eager to welcome it back to my life, but no.
Not this time, not like this.
This too shall pass.